Sidd, y, and kne t one t t t for many years until no asted all of it, sucked everyt of it until ed . Dead  of. Dead . Deeply, angled in Sansara,  and deato er until it is full. And full , full of misery, full of deat in ttracted .

    Passionately o kno o , to be dead. If tning-bolt to strike iger a devour fulness and sleep, and no a! as till any kind of filt soiled   committed, a dreariness of t broug still at all possible to be alive? as it possible, to breato breat, to feel o eat again, to sleep again, to sleep  exed and brougo a conclusion for him?

    Sidd, time ago, oama, a ferryman ed opped, antly ood at tiredness and ever for so, to  to se dream, to spit out tale o put an end to this miserable and shameful life.

    A  over t-tree; Sidd its trunk runk o ter, irely filled o let go and to droers. A friginess ed back at er, anso terrible emptiness in  for  to annie  to smaso  a of mockingly laug vomiting o bits of ted! Let ic, tten body, t  o bits by the daemons!

    itorted face, ared into ter, saion of  at it. In deep tiredness, ook runk of tree and turned a bit, in order to let raigo finally drooh.

    t of remote areas of  of past times of irred up. It o ;Omquot;,  quot; or quot;tionquot;. And in t ; touc spirit suddenly ions.

    Sidd  o seek deat to gro by anniing  all agony of t times, all sobering realizations, all desperation  broug, t on by t, wered his consciousness: he became aware of himself in his misery and in his error.

    Om! o