For a long time, Sidd, t being a part of it.  years as a Samana, asted ricasted lust, asted poill remained in  for a long time a Samana; Kamala, being smart, e rig ill t of ting, of fasting, o o them.

    Years passed by; surrounded by t te a y by to  to  Kamala.

    t  state of being aime at t of er Gotamas sermon, after tion from Govinda, t tense expectation, t proud state of standing alone  teac teac supple o listen to t, ing; distant and quiet, to be near, ama, ime aftere living, joy of tation, secret knoernal entity, ill  one part after anot. Just as a potters ion, urning for a long time and only slos vigour and come to a stop, t on turning ticism, tiation for a long time, still turning, but it turned sloly and o coming to a standstill. Sloering tem of a tree, filling it slo rot, tered Sidd filled   tired, put it to sleep. On they had experienced.

    Siddo trade, to use o enjoy o iful cloto give orders to servants, to baters. o eat tenderly and carefully prepared food, even fis and poultry, spices and ss, and to drink o co  in a sedan-co sleep on a soft bed. But still  different from and superior to tcantly feels for t insulted,  sloibly, as t seasons and rainy seasons passed by, ired, y . Just sloo t ance to attaco t of passion in t s antly in love. time in love   learn t of all t of all t ones, , in ter  before, ayed in bed for a long time, felt unable to tired. It  ient, oo loud, er and more spiritual t it rarely lauger anotures ures of discontent, of si