CHAPTER XII
I s to recover its activity; my ts, like rays of ligruggling till confused and imperfect; attimes I felt a return of ted, so to speak, beternate fits of mentalwandering and consciousness.
Sometimes everyto me, like t inguiser, tle, even ttage perc of , and all is confused and indistinct.
to tions of a o follos various impulses troubling myself toseparate tly from one to ts succeeded closely upon oneanother.
Noled state, see, underneats loud ticking, a female figureappears before me!
At first sigo satisfy me t s a daug flasar, and ruggle. Sest and t sombre hered garland in her hand.
After emplated s, I asked brougo my attic. s of turned toward me, and she replied:
quot;You see in me t drao its end; I come toreceive your t;
I raised myself on my elboterresentment.
quot;A t; cried I; quot;but first let me know w for?
quot;ill young and vigorous: you aken from me eactle of my strengting an illness upon me; already, to you, my blood is less less agile ted ty in my bosom; ttles of oldage!
quot;And, as if it enougo you ed, and no is o my outence, see to, and misery you ! quot;For t t me co taken care oft find my closetsempty, my bookcase ,stripped, all my poor treasures lost ty? s I cultivated, ttic is despoiled, silent and solitary! quot;As itis only for t fes t I urned to a consciousnessof ;And ers, for time of t pressing, can t me, ried to do so? Peruation by er of time--w brougunes upon me:
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