nally came out and let ing for to  until 1946.

    A letter came from tientsin, not from my family,   aunt. Even before I opened tter I kne srong spirit and ried to leave  kitchen knife.

    I t t. But norong and bitter floiness in a place I didnt knoail.

    So I decided. I decided to let Saint marry me. So easy for me. I er of my fatrembly voice. I became pale, ill, and more t myself become a  ter come to me and turn me into a tiger g. I  caused me so much pain.

    Noiger t neiting betrees. I became an unseen spirit.

    Saint took me to America, s tasks. I learned tern ried to speak ongue. I raised a daugced her American ways.

    it care. I .

    Can I tell my daug I loved  at nig I cooked. ly  trinkets I  day, ter, a tiger girl.

    love t it . Arms t encircled but did not touc  my appetite to eat it. No hunger. No fullness.

    No is a g.  tell my daug ser of a g. Sest s leaving ?

    So t I oget and look. I   cut my spirit loose. I  becomes o penetrate my daugoug iger spirit loose. S me, because ture of tigers. But I er.

    I er speaking to airs. t mean not in a room .

    I kno able craso tairs and into my room. ing betrees.