o be  about in Engliserms. I suppose t in meaning ;confusedquot; and quot;dark fog.quot;

    But really, t. Maybe t be easily translated because to a sensation t only C trying to find your  youre so scared you cant open your eyes, so you get on your ening for voices to tell you wo go.

    I alking to too many people, my friends, everybody it seems, except ted. to eacold a different story. Yet eacrue, I ain of it, at least at t t I told it.

    to my friend averly, I said I never kneil I sa sucerally a porn off bot anest sewing me back up.

    quot;orn off erical,quot; said averly. quot;You  my opinion, youre better off   s only because its taken you fifteen years to see ional  feels like.quot;

    to my friend Lena, I said I ter off  ted. After tial s miss  all. I just missed t wh him.

    quot;?quot; Lena gasped. quot;You ed into t to   t even.quot;

    I told my psycrist I  of calling ted up and inviting o dinner, to one of trendy er arted t course and ;Its not t easy, ted.quot; From my purse I ake out a voodoo doll . I  fork at a strategic spot on t loud, in front of all taurant patrons, quot;ted, youre just sucent bastard and Im going to make sure you stay t ;ham!

    Saying t I o top of a big turning point in my life, a neer just t just looked bored, ill propped under ;It seems youve been experiencing some very po; ;I t t ;

    And so I didnt knoo t feoried my life, going from room to room trying to remember tory of everyted before I met ted (t