my eady. I missed my family and my stomac bad, knoermined to s ai could never accuse my mot  from our family.

    As I  ooping over table gutting a fis me from tell aitai. So I gave a big smile and sed, quot; a lucky girl I am. Im going to  life.quot; And in t oo close to ;S;— kind of fool are you? And I kne declaration of  tricked myself into t migrue.

    I sayan-yu at till a fe ed like a big o make me cry.   enoug . ed until I  doo eat and t face w him.

    Over t feai instructed ts to teaco seure familys name. ied aitai used to say as sroduced me to a neask. I dont taitai ever soiled  s calling out orders and criticism.

    quot;teaco er runs clear.  eat muddy rice,quot; so a cook servant.

    Anotime, sold a servant to so clean a c: quot;Make  o to make sure its clean.quot; t  o cook so  I could smell if t stuffing oo salty before I even tasted it. I could sec looked as if ted on. And even aitai complained in a pretend manner t sy blouse on t hes every day.

    After a  errible life, no, not really. After a  day?  isfying taitai nod and pat my rokes? er seeing tyan-yu eat a  its taste or my looks? Its like tV t a stain so tter than new.

    Can you see  o tyan-yu as a god, someone aitai as my real moted to please, someone I s question.

    urned sixteen on taitai told me so  spring. Even if I  ed to marry, rong as a he Japanese were in every corner of China.

    quot;ted guests,quot; said tyan-yus grandmot;and ts ai e plans, but our wedding wa