Chapter 32
I continued tively and fait ruly first. Some time elapsed before, s, I could compreure. augies quite torpid, to me first sig I soon found I aken. t t ted; and o knoself. t at me, my language, my rules, and ics o sted girls enougoo; and I discovered amongst t a feural politeness, and innate self-respect, as capacity, t ion. took a pleasure in doing t, in learning tasks regularly, in acquiring quiet and orderly manners. ty of tances, : besides, I began personally to like some of t girls; and t my scers: young . te, and seo taugs of grammar, geograpory, and timable cers amongst ters desirous of information and disposed for improvement— evening s ttentions. t in accepting t by a consideration—a scrupulous regard to to imes accustomed, and elevated t made to merit tial treatment they received.
I felt I became a favourite in t out, I ations, and o live amidst general regard, t be but tting in suns;” serene in t far oftener sion: and yet, reader, to tell you all, in t of tence—after a day passed in ion amongst my sc in draentedly alone—I used to ruso strange dreams at nigated, full of tirring, tormy—dreams ating risk and romantic cill again and again met Mr. Rocer, al some exciting crisis; and ting oucime at s first force and fire. tuated. tainless bed, trembling and quivering; and till, dark nignessed t of passion. By nine o’clock t morning I ually opening tranquil, settled, prepared for teady duties of the day.
Rosamond Oliver kept o visit me. ter up to ted