you cant lock it in a safe, it cant become your bank balance, you cant put it in a safe deposit vault and t a care.

    Religion is to pursue it ience.

    t problem  it is not attained piecemeal -- an incoday, a couple of incomorro one may live in some hope.

    Even an impatient man carries  if oday, omorroer.

    And if his, he can earn millions someday.

    No, religion is eittained instantaneously or not attained at all.

    tages in bet find it in parts.

    ttain it, it comes in an instant -- it explodes on you.

    Not attained it in one instant; till tter darkness.

    In t moment of darkness, tience begin to look for sometely available.

    tart collecting rocks and pebbles w away.

    to look for money, fame, and so on, ing for long,  around the corner.

    In regard to age: you can get ts, in installments.

    You cannot find religion in installments.

    So t is aing -- infinite aing.

    But ing is very difficult, because t;tain or not? Pering in vain.

    Maybe it is already too late, its time to give up.

    time I ed so far could  to a better use -- in t of some tangible gains, in oantial acs.

    I missed all t for nothing.

    quot; An impatient mind suchis can never become free.

    In fact, tion betience and peace, betience and equanimity.

    Peace and impatience cannot go together.

    Impatience means unrest, impatience means excitement, agitation.

    Suco miss.

    Patience means