y -- and her foolish words -- are all nonsense.

    If ever ty, if ever any man ion of t meaningfulness lay in their will.

    Someone decides, for example, t  eat for a day.

    No rest as muc of not eating, as it does in o a resolution.

    If ts even once in  becomes totally useless.

    Not eating means not only abstaining from eating p even mentally.

    If a man could mindfully stay  eating food for twelve aining his resolve.

    Not eating is not significant by itself -- it simply o hang his will on.

    After twelve y of o change.

    ed for years and yet ty of  c ing in y would have changed.

    ing all t and t fast -- and yet nowy.

    the same.

    s a lock and to c is locked or not.

    I know such a man.

    he lives across from my house.

    s, wors he is a man of such poor will.

    I cimes.

    en steps, to be sure.

    I asked ;;

    ;Often I am not sure , so I come back to double check.

    And  least once?quot;

    I said, quot; it occur to you time ;

    ; does occur to me indeed.

    Not only once but times I feel like going back and c I feel embarrassed to do it.

    quot;

    s, but  knoing means.

    ting is to bring decisiveness, to bring a decision-making power.

    turn back.

    And  of no return -- in thing is awakened.