d missed it so muc like crying because I kne making music o make me successful, so Lizzie  condemned me to anoty-five years of poverty, rootlessness, despair, no er motels and bad s just t Id be eating t flipping them.

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    Anyly bills, ty of O NURSE? I ten. And th: ) ARSEhOLE? hIM? ME?

    ) tING ON PENNY?

    ) GOOD-LOOKING AND YOUNG-PISSED ME OFF?

    ) ANNOYED BY PEOPLE.

    t explanation, ly precise , noartlingly candid in its vaguenes